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um omg?
whoever runs the NotTildaSwinton twitter is a literal genius and a god among us
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Struck by the abstract nature of absence; yet it’s so painful, lacerating. Which allows me to understand abstraction somewhat better: it is absence and pain, the pain of absence—perhaps therefore love?
After his mother died, Barthes grappled with the complexities of grief, loss, and mourning by writing fragments on more than 300 index cards. The cards were eventually published as Mourning Diary.
(via Maud Newton)
Season 1, ep. 4: Lies, Lies, Lies.
Bette Porter (played by Jennifer Beals) comes face to face with her all-time favorite artist’s last portrait and is so overcome by the significance of the event and the beauty of this particular work that she bursts into tears and faints.My favorite scene from the entire seasonal collection of the L word. Trust. People talk about Stendhal syndrom in a sort of half mocking manner, but watching this clip, I believed every minute of it. There is no one way to experience being overwhelmed with something that you love so keenly, so visually. the experiences vary, but that feeling, you now it when you first sense it. You acknowledge it, you respect it. You certainly can’t control it, because the moment, the fact that you got to look at something so precious to you, or to humanity, feels so undeserved.
Peggy Peabody: You know Stendhal?
Bette Porter: The French art critic. He went to Florence. He saw the Caravaggio. And he burst into tears and then he fainted. The work of art was so beautiful and moving he couldn’t withstand the impact. The Stendhal syndrome.
Peggy Peabody: ‘My head thrown back, I let my gaze dwell on the ceiling. I underwent the profoundest experience of ecstasy I had ever encountered. I had attained that supreme degree of sensibility where the divine intimations of art merge with the impassioned sensuality of emotion.’
Soliloquy [speaking alone]
Live performance
PLAY, Paradise Row, London 2009
Wax has been used as a preservative for centuries; rubbed onto delicate surfaces, sealed inside glass jars or even prolonging the longevity of fragile flowers. This piece attempts to capture a moment of contemplation and reflection. A transitory state, a fleeting glance frozen in time for the duration of the event.